worst cramps. can’t sleep. punch me.
um why is it that i can’t hang out with any of the wonderful people i want to hangout with and drink tea and eat cake and
all i want to do is hangout with people but i don’t want to deal with people so
uh tomorrow i was going to go to a cook out but yeah no
i think i might try hand building some pots this weekend or something, maybe.
some omneaaeaf h fah eateea yeah
like also i’d maybe apply for jobs if i had a car to do so and the time but i don’t so whatever
i’m just going to sit around all summer continuing to hate myself and driving everyone around in the car that i don’t have while everyone else has fun but whatever also fuck art ed
i’m just getting really frustrated about everything and like whatever
if the rain didn’t turn the streets around here into muddy rivers I’d go ride my bike but
ugh leg cramps. I need wAter an potassium and a bike ride.